Missing

The raggy colt often made a powerful horse..
The reverse side also has a reverse side.
The right man comes at the right time.
The road to a friend's house is never long.

Last night’s double training was very testing on my stamina… it just makes me want to train even more…
SIM training was very much like Monday’s session but we did not do patterns.
We had sparring instead!
-evil laughter-
The main match was between Hakim and Sean.
Wah!!!!
‘Pay-per-view’ xia!~

Training at the CC was rather quiet coz the kids are having exams and thus do not turn up, but since Wednesdays are more for Senior belters, we all still had to piah… heh… try guessing how tired I was when I finally got home…

I was EARLY for the Macro lecture today!
-pumps fists into the air-
Woohoo~!
Work wasn’t all that bad though my timesheets have gone missing… Argh… how to get paid like that?!

Met James, aka on half of the SRJC ‘twin-towers’, on the way home from work.
He surprised me when he told me that he is happy in doing his NS.
That’s something new to my ears…

There was this one day, last year in March, when I felt so god damn lousy, down-trodden and depressed that I wanted to die.
I guess I will be scarred for life.
The pain keeps coming back … more and more often now… F**K!
Some of my inner thoughts are captured in the following song…

Evanescence - Missing

Please, please forgive me,
But I won’t be home again.
Maybe someday you’ll have woke up,
And, barely conscious, you’ll say to no one:
"isn’t something missing? "

You won’t cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?

[chorus]
Even though I’d be sacrificed,
You won’t try for me, not now.
Though I’d die to know you love me,
I’m all alone.
Isn’t someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won’t be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
Shudder deep and cry out:
"isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me? "

[chorus]

And if I bleed, I’ll bleed,
Knowing you don’t care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there,
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t something...

[chorus]


Joshy kor: “sharon>hehe u need to find songs to sing i can help u source and see which u fi mah”
Haha… the auditions over liao lo… wait till next year den I come and ask you ba…. Heh…

TTFN!
^-^